Why am I writing this? I wrote a post when I hit one year out and so it just seemed normal to do one at six months out. I figured it would serve as a little pick-me-up. I definitely need one.
So, I came home after work the other day and had a little breakdown. The stress at work is really taking a toll on me but I am getting really close and know that it will be over soon. I've got six months left (60-70 working days) and we are moving forward on building our dream home/farm in the mountains of Tennessee. I guess lots of exciting stuff in which to look forward.
Plans:
- Secure the loan for my new property (6.5hr drive from here).
- Sell my current house.
- Live in a new single wide trailer until house is built then sell the trailer.
- Buy a tractor shed and tractor with attachments to use on the 30 acres.
We are using some design software to create a barndominium with a living space, a double car garage, a clean workshop (computer lab, soldering, etc), and a dirty workshop (sawdust, welding dust, etc). Our property is about 25 minutes from town and very quiet. It is going to be a big lifestyle change for us.
There will probably be some replies saying to "leave now" but it really isn't an option for me. I do not want to leave until I turn 55 and even though I could easily do it financially, there is a cost to leaving now that I don't want to have ($140,000 in lost retirement healthcare). I know I would always regret not staying these last few months. I worked hard for that $140K and I am going to get it.
I am finding it very hard to not tell my bosses that I am leaving. Kind of a guilty feeling. They called me into the back office the other day and I thought they were going to confront me on my secret (a few people know). Nope, it was just to raise hell with me. Third time in the past month! It will be nice to tell them where to stick it. I might spring it to them in a couple of weeks when my land loan has been approved. At that point there is no turning back for me. I have 32 years with the company. There is another guy (we are the most senior guys there) who has been there six months longer than I. He already told them he was leaving. Both of us will leave within a week of each other so that should be fun. Most of the other guys have been there less than 10 years so the company may struggle a bit.
Hmmm, writing this didn't really make me feel better. But I know what will... Six months and counting!
So, I came home after work the other day and had a little breakdown. The stress at work is really taking a toll on me but I am getting really close and know that it will be over soon. I've got six months left (60-70 working days) and we are moving forward on building our dream home/farm in the mountains of Tennessee. I guess lots of exciting stuff in which to look forward.
Plans:
- Secure the loan for my new property (6.5hr drive from here).
- Sell my current house.
- Live in a new single wide trailer until house is built then sell the trailer.
- Buy a tractor shed and tractor with attachments to use on the 30 acres.
We are using some design software to create a barndominium with a living space, a double car garage, a clean workshop (computer lab, soldering, etc), and a dirty workshop (sawdust, welding dust, etc). Our property is about 25 minutes from town and very quiet. It is going to be a big lifestyle change for us.
There will probably be some replies saying to "leave now" but it really isn't an option for me. I do not want to leave until I turn 55 and even though I could easily do it financially, there is a cost to leaving now that I don't want to have ($140,000 in lost retirement healthcare). I know I would always regret not staying these last few months. I worked hard for that $140K and I am going to get it.
I am finding it very hard to not tell my bosses that I am leaving. Kind of a guilty feeling. They called me into the back office the other day and I thought they were going to confront me on my secret (a few people know). Nope, it was just to raise hell with me. Third time in the past month! It will be nice to tell them where to stick it. I might spring it to them in a couple of weeks when my land loan has been approved. At that point there is no turning back for me. I have 32 years with the company. There is another guy (we are the most senior guys there) who has been there six months longer than I. He already told them he was leaving. Both of us will leave within a week of each other so that should be fun. Most of the other guys have been there less than 10 years so the company may struggle a bit.
Hmmm, writing this didn't really make me feel better. But I know what will... Six months and counting!